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My life is getting completely diffrent since 2 years ago. not because of my work only ,but coz of the people

i ve met in that term of my life as well, the events i was witness for,the places i ve visited and that diffrent culture

and ways of life that see in those places.

that was affecting in my personality,and how i see the life....

no doubt that every one try to find the best way in the life that can win all things dream with. some of them

are dreaming of many things and win quite little bit, others keep moving and running on the race till the last

breath in life ,others  dont dream so much and keep SATISFING of how the fate give. or maybe they dont

have that ability of have the goal for keep running in the race. but all of them search for one thing,,,

that is being satisfied,,,,,,,so what is make you satisfied in life ...how can you reach to the end of the race

is that depend on each person....or is that you live in that way make ur life peace and safe..

is that you have the suite job and enough money ....is that u live with some one love u ...is that u get all

what u wanna in ur life ....or is that u do belive in that is life is just race u are doing ur best for no be loser

no matter how much u get ,,how much u win ,,,just try to not loose much.....i dont know...i just was thinking

about what is satification mean?.....

               I was thinking about many things to do this next few monthes.

one of thoses that i am gonna regisit for my second schoolin last of NOV. this year....... it will be in OKLAHOM .USA. i am interested visiting the states so much.

as i was younger i always dreaming of visit this country.i have many freinds there and that will be so cool if i have chance for meet them....even states is quite big country ...in some way i guess it is easir to come from egy. to states than travelling from east to west in the states..lol

i am gonna stay there for about month. .... i am waitting for that magic trip

other plan for future is visiting europe...and that might be in march . well that depens on if i could get my annular vacation in march

if so ...gonna visit many places in europe..germany,france,italy.luxmburg,netherland,belguim.........maybe spain

wow that will be so cool

i am talking my days off now after 35 days in desert.i am staying in dahab..i thought that things will be diffrent in dahab after the explosion which happened few monthes ago.

i found out that all is okay here and poeple enjoy thier vacation and all is normal...i am so happy for that

 

     Few days ago i ve got my promotion letter to be FS1...that means my grade is getting up .....

that is cool.

i am so happy for that however i know that means more responsibilty ..more focus ...i dont know what is the time i am gonna feel better in my work ....sounds that time would never come ..

Any way what was interesting was the date i ve broken out ..was(6/6/06)

I belive now that numbers mean something some times...i was always feeling that something would happen to me

in that year 2006.  you  can notice that i always use that number 2006 in my emails,,,what was cool that some thing good happend to me in that date which has three (SIXES)

IS THAT MEAN THAT SIX IS MY LUCKY NUMBER....you think so?

 

by the way ....My break out job started  arround 6.00  AM........

Few days ago there was an awful accedent in dahab,sainai,Egypt...it was 3 explotion in the city and there were people injured,killed

 

it is  terrible feeling when you heard  harmful of the  place you really love,and i did know what that word

HOME mean .

it is not that place you ve brought up .not that place you are just living in

home is the place you have good memories

home is the place you miss when you are far apart

home is the place you have people you care about  and love

home is the place you feel relax as you tired

 

i was feeling  so sad to hear that there were victims have been killed with no reason ....

 

It is true that god creat people with diffrent culutes,tradinos,minds,way of how see the life and  that is why you find one build and other destroy.one help and other kill,one invent medicine and other invent bomp

just  .............i do belive that you dont need to love every one,but you can avoid hate any one

 

The rythem of life getting fast......that what i am feeling right now...

i am going to be 29 in the next few monthes.....i was thinking about what i did in my life ...what was good ,what was bad....what i did learn ..what i still need to know ....

 

it is normal that you see life in some diffrent ways when you grow up....that time you are searching for peace in your life ,,,you need to feel with peace in your life,and be more focus of what you need in the next term of the life ,,,,maybe you need to do all your best for get your goals ...cos the time is passing ,and you cant keep running all your life to get what you  wanna .

 

when you become 30 ..most of us plan for have familly and kids ...they think that is the suite time for that ...

 

i was thinking about that as well coz as i said that is the normal ....even i still think about other things in life i have to get before i take that step ....and i need to be sure that i find out my suite partner who can understand me, love me as much i love her

 

i confess that my work has taken most of my time in the last period ,,,buti feel all will be okay with my work soon

 

BTW in 2 monthes max i will have to be broken out ...wish me good luck>>>>>>>>>

 

 

 

 

 

 

i came home 3 days ago as my days off...i am lucky coz i ve just stayed 21 days in my last rotation in  work ,

that is the ideal time ....i belive next rotation will be longer ....hope not

any way i think the next rotation will be off-shore ..little bit exitting

 

my last days off were great ...i went to(SHARM EL-SHEAKH and DAHAB CITY)..i went there before many times

but that one was so amusing coz i ve taken coarse in diving and i am looking forward to finsh all coarses even it will take long time ...i wish i could ,coz i loved it......

i made my INTRO-DIVING as 33 feet deep...was okay for me

you may feel fear in the first -but later you feel that you are in other life...watching the coral .big fishes swimming arround .diffrent kinds of fish ...it is fascinating

 

i tried to take some pics in the water but i dont have cam for that ...

 

i met one of my friend who works as diver in SHARM  EL-SHEKH and we ve taken about doing bussiness together relating with diving ....i am exitting about the idea ,,,but i need time to think about it and money as well

so i am not going to talk about the idea till it will be seriuos steps taken toward that..

 

 

hmmmm ..i am back home ....yep home and deep...my first days off in my post school

so interesting....so usefull ....so tired as well .....that was my first hitch in my work

 

i stayed about 35 days in my work ...ohhh it is long time as i am working in my country .

i did all my best to learn as fast as possible that i can get my break out soon.any way i ve get the trust of my managers coz i was alone in the rig and the jobs i did was okay with no troubles ...i think i am familier with the equipements we use in our job right now.      so every thing was okay tillnow

i am trying now to know as much as i can about the troubles we face in our work ..that is the most important

dealing with troubles in proper and fast way would make me always special ....

 

any way time to think about other things but my work ...need relax and i am thinking of go to the beach with my brother (he is just came in vacation from germany)

 

that would make me fresh and ready for work again.......

 

wish me good vacation    :)

i am back yasterday from my first job . well .....i was surprised as how my managers have met me ...it was awesome ..like i did some thing special.the revenue of my job was great .it was just some pressure tests using old equipements ,with no chemicals .so the cost was nothing and the revenue was so high, was about ........mmmmm is secret :)

i think i was lucky for that one has been my first job , as i was dealing with good company man ..made my life easir.....sure!!!!!!!!!

i belive still alot to do for my job yet ...need more experience as well ,and as every thing was okay in that job i am sure i will face problems in others .and then i would get the experenice ,,,,,

i can say the benfit of that job was leaving good impressions to my managers .

i have to keep on that . i am gonna go to my 2nd job tommorow ......so what will happen ..................?

still don know if i will make my post school here or out-side .....missing some people there ............?

 

     I belive that writting your memories and diaries would be so usefull to know how much would you changed during your life ...that is why i decided to wright on in blog space my good memories and bad ones as well.....

i am gonna start with my journey in England....

as i was feeling so stressed and nervouse sometimes i had spent good times.....knowing diffrenet people .dealing with other culture is great ...you just need to know what is suite for your life and learn how you can be positive in your life .

 

we have word said, that you can learn alot of travelling .i agree that is so right coz i ve learned many things during my travels out of home

 

tommorow i am going back to work again ...i am curious to feel with the change after finshing the school ..i know it wont be easy in the first .but i will see how things would run ....back to reality ,mixing of confusing and curious ,

have to do many things in this period ...that is my feelings